Mother-Mama-Umi-Ibu-Mak

just translation of a song I recently heard...miss my mum

Hi Mother, Dear Mother, how are you doing?
Sorry I haven’t called recently, I’m getting by okay…

*Your body is small and so are your hands
White hairs are mixed in and you’ve grown more genial
But to me you’re still bigger than anything, stronger than anyone
I want to tell my kids about this love that supported me

Even though I grow impatient when I’m near you
When you’re far away from me I grow lonely
That’s who you are to me, you can cut through any problem and solve it
And you have the most patience and toughness of anyone I know
You would always be concerned over my well-being before your own

Cooking, doing the laundry, cleaning, raising a child
You even worked during your free time
You would only require things from the lowest places
I didn’t understand even though it was so obvious
It wasn’t until I started living by myself that I understood
Whenever I think of how much you’ve accomplished
And how hard it must have been, I feel like I can try my best today

(Repeat*)

I’d say, “Wake me up at seven a.m.”
And you would wake me up right on time
But I would be unfair to you
And say the words “shut up” while I was still half-asleep
This was the daily routine
You never made one tired face
And woke me up every day
Warmer and more accurately than any alarm clock

But then one day I skipped school and said, “I don’t wanna go”
I wouldn’t leave my futon and you stood in front of me
Hid your face with both hands and cried loudly
I also felt sad and cried
At that time I blamed myself wondering, “How could I be so stupid?”

Your body is small and so are your hands
White hairs are mixed in and you’ve grown more genial
But to me you’re still bigger than anything, stronger than anyone
I give you thanks for this love that supported me, my mother

I know there’s nothing more painful in the world
Than a parent burying their child
So I’ll make sure it never happens
Even if I only live one second longer than you
I’ll make sure of it…

I’m glad I’m your child
I’m glad you’re my mother
And that won’t ever change
It won’t ever change for all time
Because I am the very image of you…

(Repeat*)

Be my mother forever
Be well forever
You still have one more job left to do
And that’s to accept your son’s love and respect for you…

AKAL 2010 'adakah kau lupa' promo

"Hampir2 bangsa lain mengerumuni kamu sepertimana manusia mengerumuni makanan mereka.Seorang sahabat bertanya:apakah kerana kami sedikit waktu itu?Baginda menjawab:tidak,sebaliknya kamu ramai tetapi kamu umpama buih seperti buih banjir.Allah akan mencabut perasaan gerun pihak musuh daripada kamu dan Allah akan campakkan al-wahn ke dalam hati kamu.Bertanya seseorang,apakah alwahn itu?Baginda menjawab:cintakan dunia dan bencikan mati." (riwayat Abu Daud)

"penjenayah" mereka kata, krn aku tolak kezaliman yg besar, krn ak tolak hidup mendiamkan diri, dlm dakapan paksaan yg pahit,

Biarlah mereka dgn kata2 mereka, Engkaulah yang ku harapkan keredhaanNya, Engkaulah yg tahu betapa untuk Mu aku sanggup gadaikan hidup ini,

mereka tidak mungkin boleh memadammu dari sejarah kami, mereka tidak mungkin boleh merampasmu dari hati kami ...


"Dan jangan sekali-kali engkau menyangka org2 yg terbunuh(yg gugur syahid) pd jalan Allah itu mati(mereka tidak mati) bahkan mereka adalah hidup(secara istimewa) di sisi Tuhan mereka dengan mendapat rezeki. [ali-imran,169]


"...org yg cedera di jalan Allah, akan datang pada hari qiamat kelak dengan berwarna darah dan berbau kasturi."


'...sedarlah bahawa mati pasti akan tiba dan ia hanya sekali.Jika kamu jadikan kematian kamu di jalan Allah, kamu akan beroleh keuntungan di dunia dan pahala di akhirat...'

Rujukan : MR,ya maulai song.

OR elective orthopedics

fracture MID SHAFT HUMERUS

-patient lying in left or right lateral position
-betadine is wipe all over the upper limb
-through posterior approach
-longitudnal cut over the arm posteriorly
-cut through skin and subcutaneous tissue
-ms splitting of triceps
-explore radial nerve in a groove between long and lateral head of triceps
-drill the site for the screw entrance
-the to make the hole serrated, do rapping
-the slide the plate under radial nerve(careful not to injured the nerve)

fracture SUPRA CONDYLAR FEMUR

-patient lying supine
-through lateral approach
-logitudnal incision at lateral aspect of the thigh
-cut skin and subcutaneous tissue
-iliotibial bundle or tract is apparent and cut through it
-ms splittig or retract the vastus lateralis
-use interlocking nail to fix the fracture ( DCS - dynamic condylar screw )

HELWA - hias kek..

inilah hasil2 kreativiti akhawat...

kakak...

bismillah.

hurm...pelik sikit tajuk kali ni.kakak...
kenape agaknye kakak yang menjadi tajuk post sebab saya sendiri tak de kakak.
ape agaknye perasaan kalau ade kakak ek?
any suggestion?

dulu-dulu kawan2 sibuk cerita pasal kakak2 diorang.cam best jek.teringin gak nak ade kakak.
bile fikir balik..ape lah adik2 sendiri cerite pasal kakak die.hehe.



bile masuk sekolah asrama (smsah).first time dapat kakak.kakak angkat la tapi.
die lah yang bawak kite jalan2 kat sekolah.teman belikan barang.memang best.macam kakak betul pulak.(excited dapat kakak).rase beruntung pulak dapat masuk asrama sebab dapat kakak.

ade sorang kakak ni die memang best.saya memang rindu betul la akak ni.sabarinah binti sapdi-kak ani.baik orangnye.orang kota kinabalu.siap penolong ketua pelajar.sweet memory lah.maen tukar hadiah.surat2.macam bercinta pulak.sekarang akak tu dah nak jadi doktor da.graduate volgograd uni,russia.may we meet again.

kadang2 jeles jugak dengan orang yang ade kakak betul ni.hehe.mesti diorang rapat.
ade tempat nak bermanja.ade tempat nak bercerita masalah.ade orang yang nak kongsi cerita.hehe.pendek kate mintak ape je pun dapat.hehe.



ape ape pun.bagi sesiape yang ade kakak,sayangilah kakak anda.haha.
saje je ni.tengah jiwang2.tetibe terfikir seronok pulak kalau ade kakak.
anyway.da lewat da ni.sampai sini saje.
wallhu'alam.

Happy Birthday!

Happy birthday to Khawal izmi Ruslan.

Sorry tahun ni along tak dapat balik belikan imi hadiah besday macam tahun2 lepas.
Sorry jugak tahun ni along tak dapat balik bagi semangat kat imi nak amek SPM tahun ni.
Sorry jugak lambat wish besday.he3

Tapi tak pe.Tahun ni along ngan aton insyaAllah kalau takde aral melintang, sampailah kami ke tanah haram.
kami doakan yang terbaik untuk imi,untuk SPM.

Salam sayang dari kami berdua.

Magic

(gambar hiasan)hehe

I was sad, but You knocked on the door of my heart and the sound called to me
A new wind blew through my blurry memories

How do I look in Your eyes?
I surely wouldn’t have known I could smile like this
And maybe I wouldn’t even have known how to trust
If I hadn’t met You

Magic of the smile
I’ll keep in my heart forever this truth that has never changed since that day
One smile from you saved me
Magic of the smile
Amid the sound of a love I can hear, every tenderness imaginable is here
And begins to shine, changing the future

Even on dark, sad nights when the stars are blurry
I’ll live with the heart You’ve given me
My feet have even begun to adjust a little to these unfamiliar boots
And I feel like I can walk far

Magic of the word
It’s OK, no matter what kind of tomorrow we arrive at
A single word from You will make me stronger
Magic of the word
Amid the sound of a love I can hear, even the meaning of life is here
And the world takes on all the colours of the rainbow

Magic of the love
It has no shape and we can’t touch it or see it
It’s in our hearts
Amid the sound of a love I can hear, I want to feel a warmth
That will bring us closer, even one millimetre closer

Magic of the music
I’ll put this feeling that’s welling up inside me into words and keep singing
So that the magic doesn’t wear off and this doesn’t go away
Magic of the music
I pray that there will always be warmth here amid the sound of this love I can hear
And that the world will keep turning in the future

Magic by Aiuchi Rina -(some modification)-

nice lyric n very touching.

IBS(25% of internal medicine cases)

bismillah.

Irritable bowel syndrome is a disorder characterized most commonly by cramping, abdominal pain, bloating, constipation, and diarrhea.

It occurs more often in women than in men, and it begins before the age of 35 in about 50 percent of people.

Stress—feeling mentally or emotionally tense, troubled, angry, or overwhelmed—can stimulate colon spasms in people with IBS. The colon has many nerves that connect it to the brain. Like the heart and the lungs, the colon is partly controlled by the autonomic nervous system, which responds to stress.

These nerves control the normal contractions of the colon and cause abdominal discomfort at stressful times. People often experience cramps or “butterflies” when they are nervous or upset.

In people with IBS, the colon can be overly responsive to even slight conflict or stress. Stress makes the mind more aware of the sensations that arise in the colon, making the person perceive these sensations as unpleasant.

Some evidence suggests that IBS is affected by the immune system, which fights infection in the body. The immune system is affected by stress. For all these reasons, stress management is an important part of treatment for IBS. Stress management options include

* stress reduction (relaxation) training and relaxation therapies(meditation)
* counseling and support
* regular exercise such as walking or yoga
* changes to the stressful situations in your life
* adequate sleep

kesimpulannye,
kadang2 bile kite stress pn kite x sedar.
hidden stress la katekan.
stress tu x manifest dlm bentuk perasaan, die g hantar impulse kat colon plk.
kesian colon itu.hehe.

take ur time to relax sometime(but not too long)..hehe
just go back to our Creator whenever sumthin' bother u.
wallahualam.

rindu teramat

hmm..rindu betul dgn adek yg sorang nih~m0od swing..

aim of studying

Bismillah

mase tengah sembang2 dalam kelas tetibe tersembag pasal result..
hurmm..teruk jugak kalo pikir balik...tambah 10 mark dari markah asal
cuba bayang kalo takde 10 markah tu..huishh

sembang2 lagi pasal exam n result(int med & surgery)
ade yang kate result teruk sebab tak tau format exam
soalan die kite tak penah belaja
dan banyak lagi alasan2 lain

tapi kalu pikir2 balik..
sebenarnya memang teruk pun result tu
patutnye kalu die tanye causes of dyspnea?
tak kan kite nak jawab tiga empat je
dalam exam preclinical mungkin boleh

tapi kalu da masuk clinical ni mungkin die memang nk test ability kite as a doctor
if patient datang c/o dyspnea kite kene la tau sumeeee causes of dyspnea
kalu tak nanti pulak ade DD yang tertinggal n kite salah diagnose
tak ke bahaya..

so kesimpulannye mase2 nak study ke time dalam lecture ke
sekarang ni kite belaja sebab nak jadi doctor
bukan sebab nak cemerlang dalam exam ke ape
aim of studying to know eveything do that u will not miss anything
(will try my best though to do that)

lastly.
bace doa belaja.
tajdid niat b4 study.
lillah.
Bismillah.
Jom study!

alfun mabruk ya akhi.

Dengan nama Allah yang MahaPemurah lagi Maha penyayang.
Alhamdulillah.seribu kesyukuran ku panjatkan ke hadrat Ilahi.
Di saat ku tengah genting struggle untuk imtihan yang bakal menjelang,
satu berita gembira singgah di telingaku.
"along2,faiz dapat 9A.alhamdulillah"
tak dapat ku gambar betapa gembira dan bersyukurnya aku saat itu..
"faiz kate nak datang mesir juga"
alhamdulillah sahaja yang keluar dari hatiku..
tidak ku bayang betapa lagi bertambah kesyukuran ku kepadaNya..

Kuharap dengan kedatangan adik ku ke Mesir ini,
memberi sesuatu yang bermakna baginya.
ku harap dia dapat memanfaatka sepenuhnya sepanjang keberadaanya di Mesir nanti
Amin Ya Rabb.

Palestine will be free

Every day we tell each other
That this day will be the last
And tomorrow we all can go home free
And all this will finally end
Palestine tomorrow will be free
Palestine tomorrow will be free

No mother no father to wipe away my tears
That’s why I won’t cry
I feel scared but I won’t show my fears
I keep my head high

Deep in my heart I never have any doubt
That Palestine tomorrow will be free
Palestine tomorrow will be free

bismillah.
maaf la.asek2 lagu je yg jd tajuk.mane x nye musim2 exam ni sape yg nk taujih diri selain diri sndr.he3.cume terkesan sikit ngn lirik lgu ni je.(da bosan2 stdy dgr lgu)

starting lagu ni pn da ckp ttg betapa kuatnye thiqah kpd Allah rakyat palestin.
walaupn mmg da berpuluh2 tahun dijajah diorng maseh percaya "Palestine 2mrw will b free".Ayat al Quran pn ade ckp, hadith pn ade ckp pengakhirannye nnt Islam akn mng n Palestin d tgn Islam.

Kalu nk dbandingkn dgn kte.ade je kan janji Allah ngn kte.Allah janji spe yg tlg jln Allah,Allah akan tlg kte blk.tp mungkin kte x hayati n pegang ayat tu betul2.
eg:bile sruh stdy utk exam je mengeluh.(he3).bile dpt rslt x memuaskan je x puas hati.mne peginye thiqah billah kte.kalu dibandingkan dgn Palestin yg diuji dgn ujian yg lg berat.

Cuma nk ana nyatakan di sini ttg kekaguman ana dgn kepercayaan atau thiqah yg Palestinians pegang.dan ana juge menyeru d sini marilah kte same2 stdy.smgt2.strive 4 excellent.

-wallahualam-

muhasabah

Wahai... Pemilik nyawaku
Betapa lemah diriku ini
Berat ujian dariMu
Kupasrahkan semua padaMu

Tuhan... Baru ku sadar
Indah nikmat sehat itu
Tak pandai aku bersyukur
Kini kuharapkan cintaMu

Kata-kata cinta terucap indah
Mengalun berzikir di kidung doaku
Sakit yang kurasa biar jadi penawar dosaku
Butir-butir cinta air mataku
Teringat semua yang Kau beri untukku
Ampuni khilaf dan salah selama ini
Ya ilahi....
Muhasabah cintaku...

Tuhan... Kuatkan aku
Lindungiku dari putus asa
Jika ku harus mati
Pertemukan aku denganMu


hmm...post exam syndrome
alhamdulillah da abes osce yg horror n radio yg memenatkan mate.
bile org tnye exam cmne?...jwb..alhamdulillah
tp hati ini siapa tau(cewah)..serabut pk ape lah yg mengarut depan doc td..haha
tp xpe une..redha2..
just go on..
ade lg exam final..

imtihan is approaching!!!

Just like a sunrise can't be denied
Oh, just like the river will find the sea
O Allah, You're here and You're always near
And I know without a doubt
That You always hear my prayer


"Allah, help me in facing this period of exam,
Don't let me be far away from You,
May all that i'm doing directed to get Your blessing,
O Allah You're here and You're always near.."